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Pirate Song of the Roiling Smash


fig 33.68) Ninja Audition

"Swoops the music, the advice I've taken is honest advice. Swoops again, coming before the math, it's secret is still the trick of it," it's that Burma Shave song playing wildly from the choir above. Once there was a once before when we'd hang calendars from these doors and throw our darts. I remember drinking and sleeping and forgetting everything more often than I probably should. Burning our credit cards like we were kids trying to keep warm. We invented dinner just so we could talk about our taste in shoes. 

The large frames leaning against the wall are as empty as villains'. Their mysterious embrasures now knowing only the wall's succor. Kitty posters are all over it and underneath some of the dry splotches of museum grade paint there's a little bit of yellowed tar. There's cut sail cloth in the aisles of this cold submarine, it's auger's lit. "Why didn't you see me? I've been here reading this whole time. I'm nearly done. 

You're all roses, witnesses and roses, "The others may have been consumed but I was a monster long before this! But you're not, are you?" 

"There's no keeping a clock once you think it's been broken," her dug out eyes seem worthless beside my narrow bed. The art of them has dwindled some in these last years but she still tries. Calling me out, "you old shit bag, get your shoes off my bed. Clean this seat while you're at it."

Shaken suddenly, "Dominic, Matisse in my grill, do you remember?"

"I'm a ghost, she's a ghost," I sing back sullenly. The thin shawl around my shoulders feels heavy. My hear feels heavy. Even the blue of my veins feels heavy. "You should roll me into traffic where my real friends are." This is about where our night usually gets us, singing to one another about soup and the utility of love.   

I got that credit card song that's stuck in my head, each low payment's another or the same - Oh whoa oh no, I've got my beer on the sink and I'm doing the bitch - es dish - es, I can't see a goddamn thing and I'm wearing my new vision, If our angel - s were assholes and hang - ing from trees, Sway - ing beneath branches that are dusted with leave - s, They'd smile like full on roses with derision and with scorn, looking like bitter peaches buttered with poppered porn, Oh whoa oh no, my dishes are like wishes, there's one with every beer I've got a heavy hammer to blow them out this year 



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